Haters are gonna hate.
It’s women like these that make my brain ache with the overwhelming desire to reach across the table and slam that cast iron pan across their ridiculous skulls.
Shut. The. Fuck. Up.
Jealous tendencies occur when one is unable to afford said “sexist” gadget, and thus, it turns into this tell tale debate on whether Apple or the iPhone is “complying with societies childish rules,” just to pass the politically correct exam at the end of the year.
This post is dedicated to all the non bitchy women in the world, who like myself, appreciate the iPhone for what it is, and not want skanky need of yours it doesn’t “fulfill.”
Posted by Jackie under UncategorizedYou have everything you have ever desired to possess. Power. Talent. Success. Passion. You’re not just a ‘face in the crowd’ anymore. You have risen above. You’ve accomplished everything you’ve ever dreamed of doing. Hard work and fears pushed aside, you did it. You made the grade. Crossed the finish line. Conquered doubtful minds. Even made yourself believe for that precious moment in time. You were on top of the proverbial world.
Now imagine if none of that ever came to pass.
What would you feel like? Would life appear as nothing more than a cruel joke on instant replay? Would breathing be as natural, your heartbeat as strong, you mind as sharp? Would you even want to exist? Would ‘wasting time’ and ‘taking up space’ ring loud and reverberate through the hallowed out skull that creation has left you with?
Who can live like this? Why? Why would someone chose to muddle through another aimless day, a search that is never ending, for what you seek is blurry and at most, unobtainable. What if the road is too long for your unconditioned legs to travel? What happens to your vision when it becomes distorted with hateful glances from an inward angle. Who’s to blame?
I don’t understand, and perhaps I never shall be privy to such truths. What I do know, is that I am tired. I’m tired of feeling less than worthy to live a good life. To enjoy the simple pleasures of morning and the silence of the night. I’m disappointed in myself. I’ve let myself down. How does one rectify this grave mistake? Is a suggestion all it takes to find truth in the flesh and bones that carry me through existence?
How desperate for approval does one fight off, before it’s too late and you turn around and utter, “fuck it all,”? What if you could taste the sweet textures of what your future holds, but deceive the body’s sense as if it were a costumed madman waiting in the wings to have his way with you? When did believing become so taboo that it’s a sacred and misused concept as opposed to what it was meant for: the deliverance of hope and beauty to the mundane nature we as humans have grown to accept.
Oddly enough, BELIEVE happens to be my favorite word, written by the minds I so desire to become a part of. I’m at war with myself and without a doubt in my mind, my worst enemy to date.
I just wish there was a way to possess a clear and untainted feeling, if only once. No fear. No longing for better days. No believing in failure as a prone to ill guided genetics. Nothing. Just hope, belief, peace and serenity.
There are too many voices crying out to be heard, and I surely know mine is one that shouldn’t be taken above others. Trust me, I know it could be worse.
But this torture is beyond pain and discomfort. It’s breaking my spirit, and I need to know there’s a rope on its way down to me.
Imagine that.
Posted by Jackie under PersonalIf you stick with this, then good for you. If not, then this blog was just one of many wrong clicks you’ll experience in a lifetime of operating the interwebs. And frankly, I don’t give a shit either way.
Thus begins the journey of my truths.
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Posted by Jackie under PersonalThe complete. The comprehensive. The awesome truth review of IRON MAN.
Stick around - it’s coming, Cloverfield style.
Posted by Jackie under Cinematic Adventures[this is the second time I'm writing this. since word-f*cking-press didn't save the first copy, i doubt it'll be as funny this time around.]
I came across a recent “opinion” in the Northeast Times Newspaper, and couldn’t resist the immediate need to rip this guy, “Anthony Porta, Sebring, FL” a new one. Follow the cut for more info on douche nozzle of the week:
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Posted by Jackie under PersonalI’m pissed off. Genuinely, thoroughly, and absolutely pissed off. I just don’t get. I try, honestly I do. I get that everyone is different. Everyone is selfish in their own way, but come the fuck on.
Vent/
Real post coming soon.
Posted by Jackie under PersonalI googled Jensen Ackles, and um….I must have missed the moment when they posted all the new, nice pictures of him.
Heh, girl’s gotta stay on top of things…
…..and there you have my super mini update for today.
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